I am so angry right now I could spit!  (I've always wanted to use that phrase)

I am so tired of having to carry him and now he has so many people willing to help him out!  The mortgage company is trying to reconfigure the loan so he can stay in OUR HOUSE for cheaper!  The same house that I was forced to leave from!  I am living with my parents and have my poor animals kenneled while I try to save money to find a decent place for me and the boys to live, and he gets to live rent free in our house.  His cell phone is still on my plan and he ran the minutes up ... plus he's STILL texting HER!  His Aunt is planning on adding his phone to her plan so he doesn't have to pay for it.  She even offered to give him her house!!!  He got paid Monday and I haven't seen any of it for the kids.  

Not to say that I'm not grateful for those that have helped me, I truly am.  My family has been very supportive and I appreciate it more than they know.  My friends all rock and they know it!  I have the satisfaction of doing it on my own and doing it well.... but it still pisses me off.